April 28th I am going to Rome, I will visit Flavias family and friends. I will try to do the stuff we were going to do the day I was supposted to visit her. I will stay over the weekend and hopefully it will bring some good out of it, but I already know it will be very hard, for both Flavias family to meet me and talk about the year as well as for me to see where she grew up, went to school, her room, and where she wanted to open a book shop.

Sherry was supposted to turn 39 yesterday, I fell so empty with words that I dont know what to say. I have never met a women that gave so much love and did so much at same time. I truly miss her, I wanted to show her Sweden so badly, to visit her and see her family grow and them all grow up.


I will share some photo´s from the last time I went the Rome, it was a few years ago... as you can see.



fontana di trevi




Just like now (but less freckles) I can´t smile in front of the camera :/